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"For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone"
-Audrey Hepburn

Just a Perfect day

Just want to say that what I miss most at this moment is someone to talk to, that can give me support, or just listen.

I've been missing that 'friend' figure for a really long time, and I feel that lately I'm not taken seriously by anyone.

No adequate responses are formulated, and sometimes no response is needed! I don't want a forced answer when you can just give a hug.

I despise this. And I hate the fact that adults just consider us 'hormonal adolescents'. Pardon me if you're cold, boring adults. Keep your judgement to yourself. Experience is not always the key ingredient to wisdom. What bothers me most is that I might think likewise in a few years.
I hope I don't lose the last bit of fiery spirit I have left.

Though lately I feel that due to the lack of any support, it is slowly dwindling.

Thank you for listening.

Just a perfect day,
you made me forget myself
I thought I was someone else,
Someone good...

Yo homes, smell ya later!

In west Philadelphia, born and raised

On the playground is where I spent most of my days

Chilling out, maxing, relaxing all cool,

And I was shooting some b-ball outside of the school.

(new shoes)

"For millions of years flowers have been producing thorns. For millions of years sheep have been eating them all the same. And it's not serious, trying to understand why flowers go to such trouble to produce thorns that are good for nothing? It's not important, the war between the sheep and the flowers?... Suppose I happen to know a unique flower, one that exists nowhere in the world except on my planet, one that a little sheep can wipe out in a single bite one morning, just like that, even without realizing what he's doing - that isn't important? If someone loves a flower of which just one example exists among all the millions and millions of stars, that's enough to make him happy when he looks at the stars. He tells himself, 'My flower's up there somewhere...' But if the sheep eats the flower, then for him it's as if, suddenly, all the stars went out. And that isn't important?'"
- Antoine de Saint Exupéry, The Little Prince

developing my previous ideas...

-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
pero bueno
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
si eso te sirve
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
yo no puedo vivir asi
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
pero si te hace sentir mejor
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
he concluido que soy demasiado egoista para que alguien me ame
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
porque yo tengo mucho amor que dar
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
pero absorbo mucho amor
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
necesito la atencion
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
necesito la devocion
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
entonces no se
-felipe- outside the barracks, by the cornerlight dice:
soy demasiado egoista para que alguien me quiera

Note to self:

You're too selfish to be loved by anyone.

You don't let yourself be loved.

You need to be loved.

Nobody loves you enough.


Hope this nobody finds you soon, for your sake.

Don't Die on Me, Little Raccoon